(open ) Winter in my heart

[Keelie Harper Nott]

It was nighttime and well unlike most nights, this very night she could not find any rest and it was all due to some silly nightmare but that very nightmare chilled her to the bone and she found it hard to breathe. It was the silly recurring nightmare she has had for the last six years and as always she tried to think up a good reason as to why she has them but all it leads her to do is to remember the dream in vivid details.It always starts the same way , in a dark manor much like my grandfathers with screams echoing trough the hallways and i always go running towards them and i always find the same view , the mangled corpses of my friends and family .. i always remember how the walls have blood-spatter on them and how the empty looks in their eyes always seems to look icy she shuddered and tried to shrug it off as she put on some slippers and wore her black pj pants and a simple black tank-top as she walked down to the common-room and quickly sneaked out.

She walked quickly to the kitchen in the dungeons and sighed heavily as she tried to shake off the images of them laying their dead but no matter how hard she tried , she always got them popped back in her head and she hated it , the fact that she could become so weak by a simple freaking nightmare.She bit her bottomlip roughly and walked in with her head held high and looked at the with uninterested eyes " a cup of coffee , black and no sugar please " she said simply and sat down by the table and rested her chin on her hands and gave one of her known heavy sighs and saw a pen and some paper on the table. she smiled softly and grabbed it , starting to doodle on it but it only ended up looking like her nightmare.

"god damn it why cant this image just get the bloody hell out of my head already . it wont happen and i will make sure of it " she muttered out to herself with a angry tone as she stared down at the drawing that portrayed her biggest fear and she felt her eyes grow watery as she stared down at it.

[Zacky Shadows]

let's leave no words unspoken

AND SAVE REGRETS FOR THE BROKEN.

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Will you even look back when you think of me?[/center]

All I want is a place to call my own &&
mend the hearts of everyone who feels alone

Zacky turned and looked at the clock on his table. 2AM, it read. "Screw this, I can't get to sleep."He had been tossing and turning for what seemed like forever. The same thoughts that frequently haunted him were doing their jobs well tonight. The body of his father, just lying there motionless. The screams of his mother echoed in his head. The look of terror on her face as she was carted off to Azkaban seemed to form a permanent shape on the ceiling, Sitting up, he stared into space, trying to think of a way to stop his insomnia. Nothing appeared in his mind. Sighing, he lay back down again, and closed his eyes.

After tossing and turning yet again, he sat back up again. "God, maybe a night time snack will do the trick."Getting off the bed, he grabbed his wand, his pack of cigarettes in case he could sneak outside for a smoke, and put on his slippers. Leaving the common room, he cast Lumos and used his wand as a source of light to locate the kitchen.

He tickled the pear and walked inside the kitchen, looking for food. He turned and saw a girl sitting at the table, seemingly drawing something on a piece of paper. He wanted to go over and say hi, but his mind started playing out scenarios in which he'd just make a fool of himself again. Shrugging, he thought, "What's the worst that could happen?" and walked over to the girl. "Hello. Can't sleep?" He said.

You know to keep your hopes up high and your head down low.
Keep your hopes up high and your head down low.

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NOTES:: hello!
TAGGED:: Keelie
CREDIT::: IMAGES - Persuasion @ Caution. Lyrics, All I Want - ADTR// Template MEGNGARNETT @ Caution.

[Keelie Harper Nott]

The drawing she just drew that left her eyes blank and filled with tears that she refused to shed as it was a sign of her own weakness and she refused to let people know that fact about her , when her brother went around with his heart on his sleeve and showed every damned feeling that he felt , she couldn't bring herself to do those very things. She disliked it when people gave her pitying eyes that pretty much said , oh you poor pathetic thing and that just made her feel like cursing the whole lot of them.

Keelie sighed softly and pulled out her lucky lighter and set the drawing on fire before she pulled out a pack of cigarettes and pulled out one and lit it , inhaling some of that delicious smoke in hopes that all her worries would float away in a puff of smokes.She looked around a bit more in the room and sipped her cup of coffee while she watched the little house-elves , she remembered that as a child they had so frightened.

Keelie sighed softly and turned as she heard footsteps and saw a boy that she had seen a few times around , she sighed softly and inhaled and exhaled some more of her cigarette while she looked him over." Hey and sadly i can not .. i take it you cant sleep either ? since you're here " she sighed softly and looked at this boy." ah house-elf .. another cup of coffee please and some of that chocolate cake please "

[Zacky Shadows]

let's leave no words unspoken

AND SAVE REGRETS FOR THE BROKEN.

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Will you even look back when you think of me?[/center]

All I want is a place to call my own &&
mend the hearts of everyone who feels alone

Zacky shrugged. Zacky shrugged. "Yeah. I hate it when this happens. And lessons probably start in a few hours, so I'll probably be sleeping in class and get hexed by the teacher or whatever." Turning towards the house-elf, he said, "A cup of coffee please." I feel awkward already. Maybe I should leave after this cup of coffee? Zacky thought.

Nah, I have to break out of my shell and stop being awkward around girls.And besides, she seems friendly. Zacky took a seat next to the girl. He noticed that she was smoking, and he took out his cigarette pack and pulled out the lighter that he always kept in it and lighted a cigarette. He inhaled the smoke and blew it all out again as he waited for his coffee.

He inhaled more smoke and felt carefree. This was the sole reason he smoked, to feel carefree, like he had no worries in the world. It wasn't to look cool, unlike other people his age. He looked down at the cigarette he held with his right hand."Ah, cigarettes. So delightful to indulge in, yet deadly at the same time. I'm Zacky, by the way. I've seen you around school a few times." Zacky offered his left hand to the girl.

NOTES:: a little short, sorry
TAGGED:: Keelie
CREDIT::: IMAGES - Persuasion @ Caution. Lyrics, All I Want - ADTR// Template MEGNGARNETT @ Caution.